Stress

Every one around me is stressed in some way, or depressed, or just not happy with who they are.

It makes me want to kick some thing, to scream.

I feel bad for knowing what I want a bit, I feel bad for beign Lazy this year and school and taking on hard fucking class, and stressing so much over it this week end that I snapped at one of my friends over some thing she fairly often.

I'm a factory of sunshine, but I feel like I'm failing, I can't get my friends to see the better side of things.

I see people that I know are friends, or used to be, walkign side by side, saying nothing, just listning to ipods and texting.

The world is starting to isolate people, and lord I would feel so alone with out the Circle.

Some times I still do.

Any who, off to do landry for the trip this week end with Sara, we're gunna have a blast. :D